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    Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
    1:58 am
    D+D
    Is Zenith closing again this week on wednesday? Where are we gonna be at, still at the Quilled place or at EOS's?




    BTW Quilled, I got another 10k exp within 2 hours, so then I decided I was great and took on a level 21 bear with me at level 18, it resisted and I almost had it. Needless to say I was chasing my body again. :) I sorta paired up with another undead mage and he'd take one out while I took the other one out, we didn't group because he didn't ask and I didn't want to split my exp. I'm a greedy bastard that way, I'll give the items away without care but not my levels. You have to draw the line somewhere. Hey shadow, you finally have a computer with sound and an internet connection?
    Sunday, May 15th, 2005
    1:29 am
    WOW
    Hey Quilled and EOS, I just got blown off for Sat. My partner is going out, I'll be on at night, or if it's raining I'll be on from whenever I get up sat all night long. It'll be like when Diablo 1st came out, so if you guys are up to it, log on then and find me. I'll be at village killing the 14th -16th lvl people again leveling up some. I gotta get to 18 or 20 for the next cool spells. Do different towns train in different spells? I've seen mages teleport, by I don't see my guy offering it to me unless I missed it somewhere. I looked in the avail and not avail.

    Current Mood: devious
    Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
    9:44 pm
    This week
    Hi ShadowSage, most likely I will not be around on wed. I have been staying up all day, getting layed ofcourse, and then going to bed around 8pm.


    Thequilledpath, if you don't wanna run a 1 run on thursday since Zenith and ShadowSage won't be there, how about we just hook up on WOW with EOS? No-one has to leave home, be the dm, and everyone gets to play. I have a 4th and a half lvl mage, did it up in about an hour once I got off the phone with you. I just went and started fireballing everything to get some lvl's. I should be higher before thursday, it depends on if I get a call to comeover 1st thing in the morning from my friend. If I don't, I'll be pumping my lvl's up while I wait for her call.

    Current Mood: anxious
    Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
    10:37 pm
    part 2
    The problem is now about staying around to help her out. Now I am emotionally involved with her and she admitted to likeing me as well. She gave me the bs story about not being able to have a bf when things between her and the other one are done because she isn't ready for it. I drove her home this morning and she was complaining about him not paying enough attention to her and so on. Well if she wants all that attention she has to be looking for a bf, so I know she's full of it. Unfortunately, it's like when you are drunk and you know it. You know you might not make the best decisions because you are impaired, we the same is true for me right now. I was fine till last week and now everything has changed.

    I told her that we will not have anything physical between us, except I'll take a kiss or 2, until everything else is already over, I don't go for that sharing or recycled stuff. She is pretty much flat out honest, which I admire a lot. I think that's when it started to hit me that I was interested in her. I'll be taking her out wed when we get out of work and we'll see what happens then. That's why I'll be late then.

    Current Mood: confused
    5:03 pm
    an interesting problem for thequilledpath
    Ok, yes the cool Terry has now run into a soft spot and is introuble. I'll warn you right now if you have no idea who I am, you'll probably find this rather boreing. If you do know me, it is really me, no-one got my password. It will definately not sound like it, but it's true.


    I'll have to go back to the past for a shot with the story. You know I have been driving in someone from work who lost their liscense. I had absolutely no intention of anything with her happening whether it be physical or emotional. She appears to be a happy go lucky person and definately a little odd at times, but usually funny. She's another older one, smokes, and drinks more then what I'm used to haveing around me. Ofcourse I figure I'm pretty safe on just being friends with this person, because look at what I consider the downfalls.


    Last wed I took her out for a drink after work, she said she'd have one, but she ended up with 2. It was alright though, no big deal. Upon leaving she wished to stop and get a bottle of alcohol, which was also ok with me. I figured, here we go, but I'll tolerate it, drunk people are funny :) I love making fun of people that set themselves up. We get back to her place, she is now drinking here and there, took her 2 hours to kill the bottle of wine. She was drunk half way through it, and now she started to open up about things about her past, besides singing and dancing. It was an interesting time. I finally started to see why she acted the way that she does, and it makes perfect sense to me now.

    So now the problem starts, I start to like her once I see things from her point of view. Nothing happens on Wed, I end up holding her hand through some nightmares, that's about it. Now I can't get her out of my head, it's friday of last week now and I get a phone call. It's her calling and she's letting me know that she's ok. I end up going down for a visit, eventually I find out she's drunk. Now I was just massaging her like normal and digging out more info to see what I should do with this. After a little while of rubbing her back she pulls my head down to kiss her, NOW I'M ALL MESSED UP! That happened several times.

    Here's the problem, the problem lies in that she is currently in a relationship that will end in a few months. She had no-one and then a married guy about a year ago started to pay attention to her, in her current state she just wanted someone to be around that she like then. So now she says she is in love, but knows it will end. The person she is involved with lives 3 hours away and will not be working down here much more. Besides that, the guy isn't going to leave his wife.

    There is more that I need to say about it, but I have to leave for work. It's a long story.

    Current Mood: confused
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